Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Dear you
I started writing this last week but stopped thinking that somethings might change.Ohh how wrong i was.I didn't follow through.BUT this time t's final.I have had time to think clearly and i see it ALL.
When i first met you i thought you were a true gentle in everysense of the word.BUT soon enough you showed me your true colours.I on the other hand,decided not to listen and convinced myself that you liked me and could one day feel for me what i was feeling for you.SILLY SILLY ME!!.All you ever wanted was to fuck me.Some of your actions showed me so,but i decided not to listen. "When someone shows you who they are,believe them the first time"was thrown out the window when it came to my dealings with you.
I was foolish,i kept lying to mysekf about who you are,and what you wanted fom me.You just see me as a pussy!.For some reason i didn't want to believe that.
Lately i have been insecure and let things blind me.I let my hunger for intimacy,my need for validation and ,my desire to be loved blind me.BUT no more!!
I know my worth.I'm a decent,loving,funnyloveable beautiful young woman.Any man would be lucky to have me in their lives.
Today i say no more!no more !no more!!You are no longer welcome to my thoughts,my body.I will no longer go around hoping to bump into you.
Sincerely ,


Blogger nick said...

trust your first instinct kaeritu-show him the door and the floor...to quote ms stella 'got her groove back but now not so sure she did'-EXHALE!!!!

Ngai there are so many lines i could quote for u from that soundtrack....thanks for droppin by my blog and karibu sana to bloggin

9:41 PM  
Blogger Milonare said...

To know is to be empowered...

To act on the knowledge is to use the empowerment...

I wish you courage and strength. Remain true to yourself!!

12:50 PM  
Blogger Jay said...

You'll be fine girl!! Chin up!!

10:43 AM  
Blogger Kaeretu said...

Nick-please feel free to drop those lines,although i'm not sure about Stellas groove anymore cos hubby is playing for the wrong team
Milonaire-thanks for dropping by

5:59 PM  
Blogger Shiroh said...

I feel you gal

3:32 AM  
Blogger Poi said...

You'll be just great only with time!

12:30 PM  
Blogger Prousette said...

open that door wide and only close it when he's on the other side.
Good luck!!

4:15 AM  
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Blogger poetfreak said...

woiye kaeretu, i don't know you but would't mind 2. i will give you a shoulder to lean on and when its all said and done, you will cherish the loving arms of the poetfreak cum corridorcreep.Take heart.
swim into the eyes of life with a vengeance,
and let your lips dance to good rhythm

8:19 AM  

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